in response to a mom doin her best...You are stronger than you think you are God don't put more on you then you can bear. this is only a test that you are going through. want you to know when you feel that your at the end of your rope tie a knot in it and hold on.sometimes when test are place at your feet its put their to see how you would handle it and learn from it.you are a strong woman and don't lose hope understand things get worse before they get better.put your trust in God he will pull you through you are in my prayers.